Not a lot of Up's but one big Down

The last couple weeks we had a lot to rejoice over. Danny and I found out we were expecting a little life into our family in the middle of September! We were really excited and then we heard from the recruiter and it just felt like everything was falling into place and life was going to be great. Then about a week and a half ago I started spotting. And at first we tried not to think anything of it. And I was put on bed rest. Then last week it got worse. So I made an appointment to see my doctor. And after some blood tests we discovered that unfortunately I was miscarrying the baby. It was hard at first. But I think both Danny and I knew what was happening. And we were prepared for that result. I'm not gonna lie, I did shed a lot of tears, and I was angry especially when I saw other pregnant women. But it quickly passed. I felt at such peace that I'm gonna see this baby someday. I can't explain it. But I know this was all in God's plan for Danny and I and now we know that my body has a hard time with pregnancy. So next time I have to go in for lots of tests and more than likely hormone shots. We'll know more later. And when we know I'll let you know.

But I want to say thank you to everyone who has been such a great help and willing to lend an ear and a postive message to help lift my spirits! I love you all